Sunday, December 18, 2011

Secret Santa!!

An owl plushie, Christmas candy, mix CD
and 11's Sonic Screwdriver!

I got my HPA Secret Santa gift in the mail today, and it made my day. Getting things that aren't bills in the mail makes me happy normally, so to find out that it was a) from a wizard b) all nerdy stuff and c) for Christmas made me the absolute happiest of pandas! Not to mention that it is from one of the greatest people in the world, miss Eileen Smith. Words can't explain how much I adore her. <3

SONIC SCREWDRIVER!

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

On PayPal

Last night/this morning, the online Harry Potter fandom kind of exploded over this article. Basically, what happened, is Regretsy was collecting money so that they could send gifts to kids in need. They collected the donations through the PayPal donate button, and PayPal ended up freezing their account for reasons that don't make very much sense. (Such as "what you're doing is not a worthy cause, it's a charity" therefore they can't use the "Donate" button. Uhm.)

The Potter fandom kind of went BOOM! and people are talking about boycotting PayPal by closing their accounts. While I am thrilled that we as a community are so passionate about doing right, I don't think cutting off all connections with PayPal is the right answer. There are shops online that you can only use PayPal through - such as Etsy. If you cut off your PayPal, you would no longer be able to support the independent artists on Etsy, which I for one am not willing to do. Some of those people may only use their crafting as their income, and I for one am more than happy to support them, even if it does mean using PayPal.

Yes, I agree that we should fight for change. Yes, I agree that we should cut PayPal out where we can, but because they have such a huge stronghold, it's difficult. So I am going to be cutting PayPal out where I can, and where I can't, I am going to send emails, asking for the website (such as Etsy, or DFTBA records) to find a new way for their customers to purchase merchandise. If there is enough demand, they'll want to change.

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Toad of Toad Hall & Procrastination

It has been over a month since I last posted. I promise it isn't just because I've been lazy. I've actually been insanely busy, and haven't even thought about blogging.

The reason? Toad of Toad Hall, RDC's latest production. I was the Design Assistant, so I was just a little bit busy. But loving it so very very much. Sure, there were times I wanted to tear my hair out, but you know what? It's so worth it. It's definitely one of the projects where the joys outweigh everything else by about a million.

I'm currently working on university applications. Specifically for UVic. I am so not used to writing essays anymore. Or writing anything, really. I really do think I want to start writing Alchemy again. I also realllly want to start crafting. And eventually open up an etsy shop. I just don't know what kind of crafts to do. I think I'm going to see if I can't find some crafting blogs to follow. Anyone have any suggestions?

Anyway, that's me right now. I've got a bit of a lull between show and strike, so I have some time, which is both nice and horrid. I should be getting so much more accomplished. I have found myself procrastinating far too much. (Hence, the blog.)

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Announcement!

I have decided something. I am going to resign from No New Stuff. I have done it for the past three-ish months, and I only cheated once, which I think is good. I don't have the desire to buy stuff like I used to, and I just don't really see the point of it anymore. I think it was a great experiment, and very useful. I just don't think it's useful anymore. Especially because I haven't been updating this to keep track of my progress. I know my progress. I haven't broken my rules - I don't want to break my rules. *shrug*

(And yes, I know, I still haven't written the review for Lola. *facepalm* It's mostly typed out, I just need to edit it and make it make sense to more people than just me. SOON. I promise!)

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Happy 6 Years HPA!

Yesterday, October 20, 2011, was the HPA's 6th birthday! Wowee! I can't believe that last year so many staffers were gathering to celebrate 5 years in Boston. I can't believe all that I've done in the past year and a bit that I've been on staff, and how much I've changed and just started to love more. I can't believe the friends I made and the memories I made and all the good we have done because of this beloved organization. I can not imagine my life without the HPA and the amazing, amazing people involved.

So HPA, happy birthday. Have a slice of cake on my tonight. And here's to another six years!

(PS: school is crazy, which is why I haven't been keeping up with No New Stuff bogs. But I haven't purchased anything that I didn't need for school! So I'm still going good! But oh man, I want the Lion King so bad. I sure hope I get it for Christmas.)

(PPS: Look for a review of "Lola and the Boy Next Door" soon. In the mean time, take some advice, READ IT, IT'S AMAZING.)

Monday, October 3, 2011

I have been failing so hard at keeping up with blogging. I have been up to my eyebrows in school work the past week, plus I worked on stage for Alberta Arts Days all weekend and I just feel overwhelmed right now. But that could have something to do with the fact that we found out today we can only sign 1 year leases for our apartment, when we were under the impression we could sign a shorter one. So now I'm feeling slightly trapped. This is so very inconvenient, especially seems as I'm playing with the idea of moving to Victoria for design school next year. (I have three options running through my head: UVic for Design, U of A for Design or RDC for MPA. I'm going to apply to all three and see what happens, I think. Put off the decision for as long as I can.)

But No New Stuff is going well. I haven't broken any rules in the past week, so yay for that!

Saturday, September 24, 2011

School school school school school

School has been so busy this week, but a good busy. It hasn't quite gotten to the point of me wanting to tear my eyes out yet. XD Today I'm doing my very first ever stage call that isn't theatre-related. I'm rather scared, tbh. I'm working on stage for the first part of the call (which I *think* is striking last nights show and setting up for the Symphony today.) and then shadowing Sui-Fan at the sound board for the show itself. Nervous Jodi is nervous. Oh fear of new things/failing, you are so lovely.

I've really only been able to think about school the past week, so that's pretty much what this post will be about. I didn't work on Toad much this week because we got all of the drafting in to Ian (who is the Technical Director), so Carrie told me to take some time if I needed to do other work. Which is what I've been doing. Lots of painting. We had to paint a pub sign for scenic painting class, and I created (of course) The Three Broomsticks. Sort of. It's actually The Three Brooms because I made the lettering too big, but I decided that it was the sister pub to the Three Broomsticks, and it was in Diagon Alley instead of Hogsmeade.

We learned how to do bricks yesterday. I finished that last night, and we can put graffiti on it for extra credit, so we'll see if I have time for that. I'm probably going to put "Bad Wolf" on it. #nerdlife

I'm also in the process of making two carnivale masks for my mask intensive. I'm so excited. I'll post pics when they're done.

Oh, and as for no new stuff - I haven't bought any new stuff. Whoooooo. Winning!

EDIT: I'm Stage Manager for Twelfth Night!!!!!!!

Saturday, September 17, 2011

The Lion King



Kayla and I went and saw The Lion King tonight in 3D at the local cinema, and all I can say is - oh my oh my oh my. It was so good. It is honestly one of my favourite movies, if not my favourite, and getting to see it on the big screen in 3D with my best friend was so fantastic. The only other movie experience that I've had like it was seeing Deathly Hallows in a theatre full of wizards. People cheered and clapped when the movie started to play, when the opening titles came on, when the end credits rolled. We were all laughing together, and being sad together. It was so so so amazing.

I had forgotten how much I loved this movie. And it was so amazing to rewatch it as an adult and see the humor that I missed, and as a lover of all things film to see the gorgeousness of all of the film stuff. Disney should do this again.

No New Stuff Week 7

Wow, how has it been seven weeks? That's crazy! I was so good this week, you guys. SO GOOD. I didn't buy anything! Well, I bought paint brushes and textbooks that I need for school, and a water bottle, which is also an essential because my pretty purple leak-proof one got destroyed. Sad panda. But that's it! Whooo! Go me!

Man, I had an idea for a blog that I really wanted to write, but now I can't remember what it was! I need to write these things down.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

No New Stuff Week 6

I forgot to post a No New Stuff Blog on Friday. Again.

Unfortunately...I broke the rules. In one day I bought two Harry Potter Ultimate Editions (Years 5 and 6) and the posters from DFTBA.com. So.....that's another month added onto my task. I don't regret it. But at the same time I do, because I didn't want to break my rules. Le sigh.

I also bought some stuff for school, but that doesn't count because it's in my rules. So there. XD

Saturday, September 3, 2011

No New Stuff Week 5

Well another week has come and gone with No New Stuff. I was super busy yesterday so I completely forgot that I was supposed to write a blog, but it was Kayla's birthday. She gets best friend privileges over anything internet related.

So, no new stuff. I had a few really bad days this week. I blame PMS. But anyway, it nearly involved me breaking my rules. I was THIS CLOSE to buying Doctor Who or Torchwood or Merlin or Sherlock. If Future Shop had had the Seasons I wanted, I would be the (proud) owner of one of them, and I would also one more month on my No New Stuff campaign. I get reckless when I am upset, when it comes to consumerism.

In other news, I realized that my rules do not include buying The Lion King once it comes out on DVD. Can I...can I add that? I have been SO EXCITED for The Lion King to come out again. It is legit one of my favourite movies ever and I NEED IT. I don't want to have to wait till February. D: I guess I'll just beg for it for Christmas.

In other other news, I am going to go and preorder The Name of the Star and Lola and the Boy Next Door today, I think. Which was in my rules, so I'm fine. Ha.

Thursday, September 1, 2011

My Five Favourite Romance Films

Steph Perkins did a Top 10 Favourite films, and I started doing favourite films but got bored halfway through. So I just picked my fave romances, because I had most of the screencps for them. So yes. Go check out Steph, who did it first.


1. Pride and Prejudice

2. (500) Days of Summer


3. Casablanca

4. Love Actually

5. Moulin Rouge


Sunday, August 28, 2011

The Hunger Games Sneak Peek

So everyone who watched the VMA's got to see a sneak peek for the Hunger Games movie. I didn't watch it (I think I would have poked my eyes off/driven a pencil into my ears) but Twitter gave me the link to watch the trailer after it aired.

What we got was 58 seconds of, what I thought, looks exactly as The Hunger Games should. I already love Jennifer Lawrence as Katniss. The logo is really cool looking (I don't mind the fire effects, some people were saying they looked cheesy, but they looked fine to me. *shrug*). But...I hated, hated, whoever  was doing the voice over. Peeta? Gale? Not sure. But I hated him. My first thought was "Whoa, gangster?" and neither of them are anything close to that. When I watched it a second time, and thought about it a bit, the more I hope to hell that it's Gale, because I could at least forgive Gale sounding all harsh. He's kind of a harsh guy. But Peeta, man, do not make my Peeta Malark sound like that. Do not do it. (I really don't think it was Peeta. I think Gale was giving Katniss a pep talk before she left for The Capitol. But I'm still going to be nervous about it until I see who was talking.)

So...all in all, I liked it! I'm excited to see more, and I really hope the films can live up to the books.

Friday, August 26, 2011

No New Stuff Week 4

I totally thought I wrote up a post last week about No New Stuff. Apparently not. Ah, well, you get double the update today!

Last week the only things I bought were cold medication, and the alterations for my bridesmaid's dress, neither of which count against my NNS rules. The past week I bought Kayla's birthday present. Unfortunately I couldn't get all of what I wanted to get her at a non-chain store, but most of it was! So ha!

It has been really easy so far. I mean, I would love to buy TV seasons, and DVDs, but meh. I need to save my money for things like car insurance. Blech.

Thursday, August 18, 2011

The Fears of Pottermore

I am in a state of constant roller coaster as far as Pottermore goes. I check my email religiously, waiting for my "Welcome" letter (is this what wizarding children felt like waiting for their Hogwarts letter?) to come, but at the same time dreading it. And for one reason. Just one. The Sorting.

I know I'm not the only one worried about this. In fact, I think about half of my Facebook friends are freaking. And Alex Carpenter pretty much put my concerns into song. To the tee.

Seriously...what if Pottermore sorts me into the wrong house. I have identified with Hufflepuff for so long. I think I could come to terms with Ravenclaw, or even Slytherin if I had to. But I do not know what I will do if I get sorted into Gryffindor.

....god. To anyone outside the fandom, this probably sounds completely insane.

In other news, No New Stuff is going well. I didn't buy anything at all this week (well, except for groceries and some meds to get rid of my cold/flu/sickness) because I have been sick all week. So it's been an easy one.

Friday, August 12, 2011

No New Stuff Week 2

I...can not remember what I did this week. I know I've watched a lot of Dollhouse, and I went to the mall with some friends (and bought nothing!) but other than that...my mind has gone blank. Maybe it's because I'm trying to distract myself with this blog so that maybe I'll stop feeling nauseous, but it isn't really working yet.

The only thing I can really remember is going to the mall with Emily and Elise, where Elise bought red high tops. I reaaaaaaaally wanted to get some high tops (I have never owned a pair and I have wanted a pair for probably 5 years) but I didn't. I ignored the urge. I also really wanted to go into the Body Shop, but I didn't do that either, because I just love that store too much to look and not buy.

I am having a really tough time with not going out and buying Doctor Who Series 6 or Torchwood Series 1 and 2. Because I want them so badly. But I'm not doing it. It's almost started to become a sort of obsession. Maybe not quite that serious, but like...I think about breaking my rules and going to buy them all the time. I keep saying "Oh, it's just a week, it's just one more week on No New Stuff." which makes me think I need to make my punishment adding a month instead of a week. (Oh yeah, we decided that if we break our rules, we have to write a blog post about why we broke the rules and add a week onto our plan as punishment.) Because adding another month actually scares me. So, yeah. Consider that my punishment. If I break the rules I will add one month onto the six months I originally chose.

Oh! I remember a success story! At work we have to clean out all of the lockers (ie. take all of the stuff people leave behind) so that we can rent them out again. We finally started going through all of the stuff (ie. throwing it out, putting it aside to go to value village, dibsing it) and I took a shit ton of binders, a couple of notebooks, a scale ruler (that hasn't been used!), a bag for my paint brushes, some nice, small needle nose pliers and wire cutters. So now, except for my paint brushes and any textbooks I may need, I am set for school. (I may need to find some loose leaf...but I think my parents have loads that I could take.) So...success!

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Fandom Dreams: Doctor Who/Pirates of the Caribbean

If you follow me on Twitter, you may have seen that I tweeted about arguable the best dream I've had in ages. A lot of it has gone fuzzy now, but I want to write about it so I don't lose it completely.

Sounds like the best ever, right?

So, basically, Kayla and I were hanging out in this house. It was totally normal, and then Alex Day walked in. This was also completely normal to dream-self, and we started to just chat. The conversation turned to Doctor Who, as it does, and then we decided that we were going to go do something...I don't remember what now, but somehow Kayla and Alex ended up in a car outside. The yard looked exactly like my parents yard, but the house was not. Strange. But anywho. I volunteered to go and find Charlie. So I went downstairs (I'm assuming to the basement, but it didn't look like a basement) and there was Charlie. At first he was just hanging out in a chair, and then as I explained what Alex, Kayla and I had decided to do, we were suddenly in a kitchen. Which also didn't disturb me, I just kept on talking. He seemed intrigued (I think it had something to do with The Doctor), and then suddenly we were making out. Uhm. Whoa self. I never have dreams where I end up with someone, but apparently my subconscious really wants to make out with Charlie.

So Alex and Kayla were all "what the fuck is taking them so long?" and then Alex came in, and it was awkward, but not really because it's a dream and he didn't even notice. So we left and then somehow we ended up with the Doctor, in a Pirates of the Caribbean movie. I...don't even. But it was awesome, and I had a sword, and we were trying not to get blown up by cannons. And then Jack Sparrow ran by. The Doctor and Jack knew each other (not surprising. 11 and Jack are actually very similar, come to think of it.) and they started talking/fighting/running around trying not to get blown up. And then....I woke up. It was very sad, but very very awesome.

Monday, August 8, 2011

Wonderful Weekend

You know, from the amount I'm blogging lately, I might as well be doing BEDA. It's like a bug has infected me - I started, and now I just want to blog blog blog blog blog. Not that's a bad thing, after it's sat so empty most of the summer.

I really despise Mondays, and the wonderful weekend I had doesn't really help this Monday's plight. I mean, it's just a day of a week, it can't help it that it's right after a weekend! Poor thing gets so much hate, and Friday gets all the love. I think Kristina Horner may be the only one who actually enjoys Mondays. But I could be wrong.

Saturday I was supposed to have tea with some friends, but between my feeling like I'd been run over by a bus, and some other unfortunate circumstances, it didn't end up happening. So I ended up watching Merlin all day (akjahdafd Morganna, I HATE YOU. ....Season 4 please?) and forcing myself through about 30 pages of The Wind in the Willows. Ugh. For a 200 page book, it is taking me far too long to get through. It's just so boring! Oh, hey, lets go boating. Nope, actually, we're going to go on an "adventure" - oh wait, I want to wander through some woods instead. Arghabargle. I don't see how this is going to be an interesting play. ("Toad at Toad Hall" is one of the shows in the RDC season this year. At least the tech side should be interesting!) I was starting to feel better by the end of the day - my head no longer felt like it would explode, my lungs no longer were trying to force themselves up my windpipe - well, as much - and my throat was not nearly as scratchy. A good sign!

Sunday was a low-key morning. I intended to spend the morning and most of the afternoon in my PJs, printing off pictures and putting them in photo albums. I started doing that, but then Randy called, bored and wanting to do something. So, I braved the construction that was literally right outside my apartment, blocking off my normal route to anywhere, and we went to Chapters. I bought nothing! I nearly bought The Odyssey and a few other classics that were only $5 (ahhhhhhhhhhhhh) but I didn't! I'm so proud of myself! (Thanks, Rand, for talking me out of it.)

After that, I went to Sylvan Lake to see Maxine. I met a couple of her friends who also had cabins along the street, and because it was so darn windy and too cold to sit on the beach or anything lake-y, we decided to play board games. We played a game called "Don't Sink in the Sink!" - which is a Veggie Tales game and very...strange. We also played The Game of Life, which I hadn't played for agessssssssssssss and was very much good times. (I was a Doctor. So I decided I was the Doctor.) Max came back to Red Deer after supper (at like...8 O.o) and I showed off my apartment, and then she left.

So, all in all, a good weekend. Monday really doesn't have a chance, does it?

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Torchwood vs Torchwood

(Spoilers if you haven't watched "The Category of Life" yet.)

I have been meaning to write this blog post for about a week or so now, but it hasn't happened yet. I decided earlier today, after I finished watching Merlin Season 3 (aghhhhhhh I need season 4 NOW), that I was going to watch latest installation of Miracle Day and then write what I'd wanted to write. I had planned on writing a I DO NOT LIKE THIS NEW TORCHWOOD AKDAJSH type post, which, to an extent, this will still be. But...something changed in this new episode. Vera.

RTD killed her off. Or at least, it seems that way. I mean, she has two gunshot wounds and is stuck in an oversized oven. All signs point to dead. This is nothing new - I'm used to having character's being killed off of Torchwood. What I was surprised at, was my emotional reaction. I was horrified, sad, even. I gasped out loud when that pig (can't remember his name) shot her. That is the first emotional response I've had in this entire series. (Well, except for seeing Jack the first time. I got very excited. But that's different.) I think that says something, no?

I'm not really sure what is wrong with the new series. I really like the message behind it. It's a warning of sorts. I like that. But there's just something missing. I don't feel connected to the new characters, except Vera. I think I really only remember Esther's name because of Esther Earl, but I honestly can't tell you the other guy's name. I think it starts with an R?

Part of my issue is the fact that it's so Americanized now. It's not just that it's set in America (which, no, I do not like. I miss Cardiff and the Hub.). It feels like a standard American cop show, with Jack and Gwen and Rhys thrown into it and the name "Torchwood" slapped across the front. It just doesn't feel like Torchwood. And I don't know what makes Torchwood. I have no idea. I thought it was Jack, but obviously it's not. I know that I really miss the old team. When Jack called himself Dr. Owen Harper I nearly lost it. And then when R-man started going off about the team and tearing Jack apart and blaming him for their deaths...I think that's when I started to really dislike him. I didn't really like him to begin with (he's the cliche American cop - gruff and angry.) but that did nothing to make me like him more.

I think...having new people, plus a new setting, plus nothing really to tie it back to the old series (well, except Gwen, Rhys and Jack, obviously) it just feels so new and weird. I mean, there aren't even Weevils! There hasn't been a single alien. Isn't that what Torchwood is all about? Aliens? Where are they? I suspect they're behind this whole Phicor business, but still.

This is also the first time I've watched Torchwood as it aired, so maybe that's part of it too. I haven't had to wait to see the aliens, or see the solution.

I dunno. I'm still undecided. I know that I really very much prefer Season 2 and Children of Earth. I'm still waiting for Miracle Day to win me over.

Friday, August 5, 2011

No New Stuff, Week 1

So far, so good as far as NNS goes. (It is so weird to type that. That is the initials of my elementry/middle/highschool. - I went to a K-12 school.) The first half of the week was easy. I didn't go into any stores that made me want to buy anything. But then yesterday Kayla told me about an awesome sale they're having on TV Seasons at Futureshop. Such as Torchwood Season 1 & 2 and Merlin. I waaaaant. But I won't. Because then I'd have to be punished. Sigh.

The HPA Staff are going to be starting an online D&D game. With like...over 30 people. It's going to be fanfreakingtastic. But I also need to get dice. I found some on ebay (don't worry, they're used!) that I could get, but I don't really like them. I want pretty ones, these ones are green and gold. Not my favourite. I'm going to see if I can't dig some others up, and if not, then I'll get those. This not buying new stuff is hard, man!

In other news, I am on Merlin Season 3 now! Whoo! It's so good! Though Season 3 isn't on Netflix, so I found it on TV shack and ended up watching the finale first because they had the episodes out of order. Twitch. Unhappy Jodi is unhappy. I was also very confused until I realized what was up with that.

I'm going for lunch with Matt today. Aka we're eating together. It should be funtimes. I miss my friends. Also going for coffee with Lauren later today in the coffee bus. It's going to be awesomeeee.

Coffee Bus! I'm excited!

Tomorrow should also be grand - Emily and Sarah are coming over for tea. So that will be fun! I miss those ladies. <3

It's weird not to be doing BEDA. I did it last year, and now I'm not this year and it's just...strange. I kind of wish I was, but I've already failed cus I haven't blogged every day. Ah, well. Maybe in April.

Oh, and look out for a Torchwood rant sometime this weekend (probably). I've been needing to rant about Miracle Day, and this is the best place I know to do that. (I miss old Torchwood....)

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

[REVIEW] Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2

Well. Now that my very word vomit-y LeakyCon blog posts are all out of the way...I have something a little more fun - Deathly Hallows Part 2 review! Yeah! I almost appologized to anyone who isn't a Potter fan, but then I realized that it's my blog. I do what I want. XD

It’s been a few weeks since the release now, and I have seen the film a total of four times. The first was the amazing amazing screening at LeakyCon, the second with Kayla, the third with Randy, and the fourth with all of my friends (or, many of them) for my birthday. It’s been about a week since I’ve seen it, so hopefully I’ll actually be able to say something about it.

All in all, I was happy with the film. I started to write this out in paragraph form, but I think I’ll do better in lists. It may not be as long then. (Maybe.)

  • I absolutely loved the stuff at Shell Cottage (THEY PUT IN THE “HERE LIES DOBBY A FREE ELF” BIT IN. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS) and the Gringott’s scene was BRILLIANT. That dragon broke my heart a bit, the way it was abused, the poor thing. Even Hermione using Reducto on it’s tail! Uhm. But all in all, yes, I loved it.
  • I think one of my favourite added scenes was when Voldemort was walking through Gringotts, feet bloodied, all of the Goblins dead. God that was scary. Voldemort was so so scary in that scene. It was so well done.
  • Aberforth was perfect, so was the Hogshead. I don’t have anything much more to say on that front, but I love love loved it.
  • When Neville showed up in the portrait, I got major goose bumps and was overcome with the urge to cheer. (I blame LeakyCon.) And then when the trio came out of the other end into the Room of Requirement...oh goodness the chills. I was again overcome with the urge to cheer. (Still blame LeakyCon.)
  • When everyone is in the Great Hall and Snape does his “everyone will be treated as a traitor aka die” speech I was actually a bit scared of him, even if his eyes did look sad.
  • Seeing McGonagall scared was really...well, scary for me.
  •  The “how dare you stand where he stood” line almost made me tear up. But that’s just because I’m still grieving for Dumbledore.
  •  That whole bit with Harry telling Snape off was so wonderful, and so book 7 Harry. When the Order walked into the Great Hall, all bad ass...I once again, got chills and wanted to cheer. (Sigh. LeakyCon.) 
  • Snape vs. McGonagall. God she is such a bad ass. And Snape was terrified! And totally didn’t want to fight her.
  • “Blow it up? Boom?” “BOOM!”
  • “I’ve always wanted to do that spell!”
  • Where was Grawp?
  • The Chamber of Secrets scene was so good! I’m so glad they added that. And the kiss. Ohhh the kiss. Finally.
  •  I was extremely happy with the film until DRACO APPARATES INTO HOGWARTS. IT IS NOT POSSIBLE, KLOVES. NOT POSSIBLE! And then...the film took a bit of a turn for the worst, for me. Though I did like the Room of Requirement scene! I really liked Harry’s added bit to Draco – asking him why he didn’t sell him out. That was lovely.
  • “THAT’S MY GIRLFRIEND, YOU NUMPTY!”
  • “Not my daughter, you bitch” was so disappointing. Molly screamed it in the book. Like, fiercely. She didn’t just say it and then look terrified when Bellatrix came at her. No, she was pissed the fuck off. Fred was dead, she wasn’t about to loose Ginny too.
  • I missed the bit with the House Elves. I wanted to see Kreacher with the locket, head of all of the House Elves being all fierce and RAWR.
  • Oh, hello magical boat house that we’ve never seen before. Nice to meet you.
  • Snape’s death scene was so violent! I mean, we didn’t see it, but the sounds and jerking and just a;kajdafsdf. Alan Rickman was so brilliant. I actually also liked that his memories were tears. It’s very poetic.
  • The Prince’s Tale was so well filmed. The editing! Oh, the editing! It was glorious! And Alan Rickman. Oh my Merlin, he was a GOD. (Not Oscar worthy, though. Just saying.) But I didn’t cry, which is strange.
  •  But...how did Snape have Lily’s memory? When she was telling Harry to be brave? Continuity is your friend, Mr. Kloves.
  • I was surprisingly happy with Fred’s death. Seeing him dead on the ground, his family distraught around him (my god, George’s face
  • “I’ll go with you!” My heart...it broke a bit.
  • The forest scene. Oh, the forest scene. It was so perfect. And I was fine...right up until Sirius started to talk. And then I lost it. Sirius, you are still my hero.
  • Neville. What can I say? He was so freaking bad ass. I loved it. I loved him blowing up the bridge. I loved him being all cocky when Howarts was protected and the Death Eaters couldn’t get to him. I loved the “oh shit” look on his face once the Death Eaters go passed. I loved him standing up to Voldemort. What I didn’t love...was his speech. It was directed right at the fans. And I really wanted to see him get his head set on fire, as awful as that sounds. I wanted to hear him yell “DUMBLEDORE’S ARMY!” – that’s all that would have been needed. Voldemort never would have let him go on about how Harry will always be with them. Neville would have been Cruicio’d before Harry’s name was out of his mouth.
  • Awkward Voldemort hug. Nothing else needs to be said.
  • I missed hearing Hagrid sob. That would have been so heart breaking, and probably would have sent me over the edge.
  • When Harry falls out of Hagrid’s arms, (which looked like it hurt, bee tee dubs. Ouch.) George turns to talk to Fred. Oh my heart.
  • I am actually okay with the "Let's finish this like it started. Together!" scene. Harry saw no way out and was trying to kill Voldemort. He figured, hey, if I can't kill Voldemort any other way, maybe we will get smushed. And then they apparated. Inside Hogwarts. *flail* But nonetheless. I am now not as distraught about that bit as I was when I first saw it.
  • I wanted to hear Harry tell Voldemort that he was going to die. and that he was willing to die to protect the people at Hogwarts so now THEY were protected. I wanted to hear Harry call him Tom more than the once. I think without having Voldemort's own curse backfire, I think we lose the power of Voldemort being his own downfall and we lose Harry keeping his innocence. The weird disentegrating made death seem less real and final. Basically, I just didn’t like that whole final battle much. It was okay but...not great.
  • When did Voldemort and Bellatrix turn into vampires that explode into dust? The thing I loved about the fact that their bodies – especially Voldemort’s – remained in the books was that in the end, he was nothing more than a man.
  • I didn’t like the Nagini’s death either. That whole scene was just iffy to me. The bit with Ron and Hermione trying to kill her, and the Neville coming up with the sword and she again turned to dust. I would have loved to see her headless body hit the ground.
  • Where was the cloak? It’s called Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows but we only see the cloak once, and it’s totally brushed over! Bah.
  • Harry, why you know fix your wand? And is it just me...or would the Elder Wand not break that easily?
  • Old Harry looks like John Green. Just saying.
...okay, that was pretty damned long.

Overall, I liked the movie. It was pretty good. The first part is still better, and Half-Blood Prince is still my favourite (I think), but it was pretty good.

Monday, August 1, 2011

No New Stuff

I, along with a whole bunch of HPA Staffers, have decided to start a project. The project is called "No New Stuff" and for the next 6 months I will not be buying any new stuff. (With a few exceptions, which I will list below.) Everyone who is participating in the project gets to set their own rules, and I chose 6 months because a year just seems so long! So, 6 months it is.

Side note: Matt Maggiacomo and Paul DeGeorge did it a few years ago, you can find it on the HPA YouTube here.

I am going to be blogging about it here every Friday. I'll be talking about my accomplishments, my difficulties, and if need be, what I will have to do as a punishment if I deviate from the plan.

As for the plan...here it is.

From August 1, 2011, until February 1, 2012, I will not buy a single new thing. I have a few exceptions to the rule, and they are as follows:

  • I can still buy used things from thrift stores and the like, but nothing new.
  • Personal hygiene supplies. For obvious reasons.
  • School supplies. If I need something from school, I am still going to see if I can't get it used, but some times it's just not possible.
  • Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2 on DVD. I know I won't be able to stop myself from buying it, so there's no point in trying.
  • Lola and the Boy Next Door by Stephanie Perkins and The Name of the Star by Maureen Johnson. I want these books. I'm not preordering them, but I already know that I want them, especially Lola, so I am going to get them.
  • Gifts.
  • If I have to buy new, wherever possible, I am going to buy from independent stores. So for gifts, they will all come from independent stores.

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Post Leaky Depression

I am feeling so lost in this Muggle world. Well, not lost per-se. But...out of place, maybe. It's hard to readjust back to the Muggle world when I was surrounded by wizards for five amazing days. Five days that felt like an eternity. I've only experienced anything close to this once and that was YouthWrite 2007, but this is worse. This was more at home than I've ever felt. I was at Hogwarts, with my friends, with wizards. It was how it was meant to be. Sharing our passion together.

It's so weird being back, to having those same wizards being usernames again. I don't know how to explain it, but I have somehow seperated their usernames from their beings, so to only be able to interact with them via username now is...unsettling, almost.

I have been listening to "The Prince's Tale" on repeat pretty much since I got home. Also, "When the Lights Go Out" because it was basically the theme of LeakyCon.

God I miss you guys.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

This Night Will Never End: LeakyCon Day 5

Eileen and Audrey left before 7 am, and I got up with them. I showered, packed, and went down to breakfast, which was delicious. There was sausages, eggs, potatoes, bread, bagels, bacon, fresh fruit (which was probably the best after a week of fast food). I found Michelle, and later Arletta, Victoria, Amanda and Amy found us. We ate, I was really quiet from exhaustion and sadness. I wandered around later with Katie and got people to sign my yearbook. I met the Earls and Lily Zalon. Andrew's inscription in my book made me cry, and I still can't believe he wrote it. It just...oh my god means so much to me, I can't even believe it. I honestly think that once of the best things about LeakyCon was meeting him. I mean, meeting John would have been amazing, but meeting Andrew is honestly a bigger deal, now that I think about it. He is such an inspiration to me, and I can now consider him my friend. ...writing that boggles my mind a bit.

Possibly my favourite picture from the Con. Two of my favourite people. <3

I left right after the Closing Ceremonies. Starkid performed "Days of Summer" (which, in combination with leaving and Andrew's inscription, made me cry.) and "Get Back to Hogwarts" (which I could barely sing through my tears.) Leaving is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do.

Heather drove me and two random girls we found in the lobby to the airport. It was so hard to say goodbye to her.

Wizard Party Forever: LeakyCon Day 4

Leaky Con Day 4
Saturday, July 16, 2011

Eillen, Holly and I woke up early to get in line for the Starkid panel. We ended up seeing Warlock's Hairy Heart as well which was...okay. They did only have one rehearsal, so I am forgiving, and the music was gorgeous. But I didn't really enjoy it that much.

When the Starkids came on...the place errupted. My ears hurt after. They sang songs from AVPM and AVPS and it was so amazing. I enjoyed it way more than I expected. I got a lot of footage, and a group pic which was meh. But I can't believe how amazing it was to see Darren perform live. I mean meeting him was fantastic, but seeing him perform...woooooow.

I stayed for the actors panel as well, which was okay. It got a little repetitive, especially with the kids, but it was still really cool. Will, Rohan and ...Arthur? I think. Well anyway, James Sirius, young Sirius and Albus Severus were definitely the most entertaining. Al had never read the books, except the epilogue - gasp! Hugo was so shy it was adorable! (And later at the ball, he was totally the opposite, running around on stage high fiving everyone). Evanna, Chris and Scarlette were the best part, though. Evanna apparently ships Dumbledore/Luna (you just need a time turner!) and Chris ships Wood/Percy - which I now need to read because it makes so much sense. I didn't stay to get pics, which I wish I would have. I went to get in line to get autographs, and waited over an hour but the line was too long so I left. We went for supper at Tchou Chou instead (and by we, I mean Room 1725 + Kaci), which was pretty and tasty, but slow.

The ball. Wow, the ball. It was soooooooo much fun. I danced with Room 1725, Sara, Kelly, Taekia, Elizabeth, Charles, Kate, Karen, Amy, Michelle, Lauren, Delana...so many people. I don't even know how to record what happened. Paul, Alex and Whompy DJ'd. Charles is a dancing fiend. Sara was so much fun. Total Eclipse of the Heart was played 3 times. THREE. We made Melissa cry. We sang "WE ARE WIZARDS WE'LL PARTY FOREVER THIS NIGHT WILL NEVER END" in a chorus over and over at the end. Holly had to leave. D: The baby Potter actors danced in the crowd for a while, and then on stage once Evanna and Scarlette appeared. I high-fived Christian again. I met Joella. All the people who made Leaky happen got on stage for Total Eclipse of the Heart and danced. After the first, Alex xcreamed "ARE YOU READ FOR LEAKYCON TO BE OVER?" the answer was obvious. So they played it again. After the second, everyone started to chant "Esther" over and over. So a tearful Melissa started to play once of Alex's solo songs in her honor. Which was followed by Total Eclipse of the Heart again.

Hey, Stormtrooper. Wrong fandom. :P

And that was the end of the ball. Not that ayone left. We all just hung out in the Great Hall until we were kicked out. 1725 found an emotional Andrew and we chatted before going back to the hotel room. We stayed up and talked until 3-ish. I don't remember what about, but I know that none of us wanted the night to end, because that would mean it was the end.

Lookit all of this beauty.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

LineCon: LeakyCon Day 3

LeakyCon Day 3
Friday, July 15

I woke up early so that I could go and get in line for the Maureen/John/Hank signing but...John had to leave the Con because he was sick. Poor guy, hope he's doing better now. I was really disappointed, but I got to meet MJ! And Hank again! And The Katherine! (who is gorgeous, oh my goodness!) I really wish I had gone and talked to him the day before.

After their signing I waited for the Stephanie Perkins/Cheryl Klein signing - which was much shorter and more personal. Steph knew who I was from Twitter! She is so nice and just the epitome of cool. I don't think I have ever met anyone who embodies "cool" more than she does.

Seriously. Epitome of cool.

I volunteered at merch after that and have since decided that Kelly and Sarah Danver are the best. They're so much fun! I may have stalked the wizard rock table from afar. I went and talked to Paul DeGeorge (who knew me from emails!!) - we had a great conversation. I got pictures with both Paul and Joe, and with most of the Ministry boys (Mark wasn't around).

I love these two girls so much. <3

The Leaky staff invited us to meet Starkid and Evanna! AH! It was the best. And there was still free food! It wasn't much, but there was some! I met Joey, Joe Walker, Darren and Evanna and got pictures with them. I didn't get any autographs, but pictures are better. Poor Darren looks so sleepy, but Evanna was so friendly! I talked to her about the HPA and thanked her and she is just so lovely.

Lookit who I met!
 

We had an HPA staff photo after that, which included gifts for senior staff from the rest of us (t-shirts that we had all signed) and party crackers for everyone. Paul DeGeorge missed the big group photo, but some of us were still around so we offered to take a picture with him anyway.


We went to Moe's for dinner after that, which was tasty, but...I missed Hank and Gred and Forge play because of it. :(

I got pictures with the rest of the wrockers at the wizard rock show. I saw Draco and the Malfoys, Whompy, some of Tonks and the Aurors and Harry and the Potters. Draco and the Malfoys and Tonks and the Aurors were both acoustic. I never thought I could wrock that hard to an acoustic set. Whompy and Harry and the Potters were....beyond amazing. I danced with Julian wowww it was just amazing. Evanna came out and danced for I Believe in Nargles, and then she played bass for Harry and the Potters. Holly balls, Harry and the Potters are brilliant live. SO MUCH FUN.

A lot of the HPA staff were....tipsy....and it was so funny. There was a lot of emotion and cheering and hugs after the concert. (WE'RE IN A CIRCLE - WHOOOOO!) We all group hugged Andrew, who later told Zack that he was beautiful. Hahaha. And then Zack hugged me, which is honestly one of my favourite moments of the con because Zack and I had barely spoken before that. (And he's a really fantastic hugger.)

I talked to Christian again and he totally remembered me! :D

We stayed up talking and giggling for half of the night because half of the room was a wee bit tipsy. XD There were a lot of sexual jokes made about a certain someone we met that night, who is so incredibly adorable. <3

Monday, July 25, 2011

Just Looking For Trouble: LeakyCon Day 2

Leaky Con: Day 2
July 14, 2011

Most of the HPA staff woke up super early (read: 6:00) to go and help the Leaky staff sort through the kerfuffle that was the previous day. We got our HPA tshirts (so beautiful, I'm in love with them), and set to work sorting through badges, registering people, giving out movie tickets. It was a long, but none-the-less, fun, morning.

I went to the Imagine Better! press conference as well to tweet, but I failed more than I tweeted on that respect.

Highlight number one of the day: I met Mike Lombardo. Whereas the day before I had been too shy to go and say "hi" to John Green, I made myself go and talk to Mike. He was just standing there, I was standing in line, so I went to say hi. I got a picture and asked him about The Alchemist, which he would later go and get from the car for me. While I waited for that, I would also meet Hayley G Hoover and manage not to fangirl her. Well, I really just didn't talk to her at all until she said something because I didn't know what to say. Then we talked about Harry Potter, and it was glorious. I also somehow managed NOT to fangirl Mike. I really don't know how that happened. (He is a lot taller in person that I thought!)

Me and Mike! He's so nice! (And that's an Alex Carpenter photo bomb in the background.
My editing doesn't really let you see that though.)

We went and got burritos at Kedobo, which was DELICIOUS. Victoria had her first burrito ever! My volunteer hours kind of failed today but I MET HANK GREEN. I was at the HPA booth, and he was at the DFTBA booth, so I went over and talked to him a bit. (It was awkward. Even with Katie there.) I then purchased Ellen Hardcastle, which he asked to sign. It was the first one he had signed! Ever! AH! I didn't get a picture though. Duh, stoopid.

I saw John again. Froze again. I really wish I had gone to talk to him when he was at the DFTBA booth because he left that night. (sick. Poor guy.)

The LeakyMug was wonderful. My first live podcasting experience. I went in by myself, but ended up sitting next to Ravenclaw Dancer for Twitter :O Jessica also showed up, and later Heather. So it was quite fantastic. It was so cool seeing the Podcasters doing their thing - it was like my high school dreams had come true. XD

Seeing Christian play....oh man. He was so good. It was so amazing to finally see him live. And I got to meet him! And I think he knew me! He seemed to, anyway. He is SO NICE. He was so excited to sign my copy of The Alchemist - apparently it was both his and Mike's first? I can still hardly believe how genuienly nice he is. I saw him a few different times through the con, and he was so nice every time.

CHRISTIAN! Gah! He is so nice and talented and I just love him.

I saw Mikey again after and we chatted/fangirled about Christian. I never did see Sarah, but I met Joella later!

After that it was DH.2. Katie T, Heather, Victoria, Holly, Audrey, Eileen and I went over to the theatre together. Katie wasn't in our theatre, but Amy and her daughters were. It was good. There were of course things I didn't like about it, but seeing it in a room full of people who love Harry Potter as much as I do was amazing. We all cheered and cried together. I don't even know how to put it into words, but it was one of the most amazing experiences I've ever had.

Before the tears started. We would not have looked this good other wise.

We went to the Hard Rock Cafe for supper, even though it was like...9. That was an interesting experience. The servers kept coming up to us and talking about Potter, because we were decked out in our robes and such.

Wizard Rock. I can't even describe. I didn't really start to dance until JFF came out, but I sang along to Lauren's set (who I chatted with earlier and she is just so genuienly nice!). I found Holly and the rest of 1725 and we went nuts. KRUM LIVE! I have been wanting to see that live for EVER and I finally did. Ministry of Magic played next and wowwwww. I was dancing/singing so hard that I was breathless at points. I just can't even.

And then...The Remus Lupins. Their last show ever was also my first of theirs. They are so amazing live! Alex and Tyler can rock SO HARD. I think Looking for Trouble went on for about 15 minutes. I also bought a Team Lupin shirt (that I have been basically living in when I'm not at work since I got back) and wore it. It's a bit big, but sooo comfy. Evanna came out at the end of The Ballad of Neville and Luna and danced (oh! I walked into to the Great Hall with her earlier! Ah!). At the end of the set podcasters, wrockers, Starkids...basically all of the famous fandom people came out and sang. After the set we all chanted "One more song!" until Alex came out and played Alone on Valentine's Day accoustically. God it was amazing!

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Gotta Get Back to Hogwarts! LeakyCon Day 1

I admit, I have been putting off this post since I got home from LeakyCon. Probably because once I type this up, it will really mean that LeakyCon is over. But...here goes. I am going to be posting each day in a separate post so as to not overwhelm. I will probably also post a "favourite moments" blog with moments in list form.

LeakyCon was easily by far the best five days of my life. And that includes YouthWrite. YouthWrite doesn't even compare to the awesome that was LeakyCon 2011. Yes, YouthWrite saved me in a lot of ways but...this was freaking Hogwarts.

Leaky Con: Day 1
Wednesday, July 13, 2011





I didn't sleep much. Four and a half hours, I think? I thought it was awful at the time. Really, I was just setting the norm for LeakyCon. I didn't mind, though, because I was just so freaking excited. And thus started my day of travel. I was at the airport at 4 am MST, I landed in Orlando at 4 PM EST. I met wizards a long the way - a group of three heading to LeakyCon in Edmonton (who, incidentally, I flew home with too.) and then a girl and her mom in Chicago, who I sat with on the plane. I wish I remembered her name so that I could find her on the interwebs. ANYWAY.

I got to the Orlando Airport (FREAKING HUGE OH MY GOD) and I'm sure I would've gotten lost if it hadn't been for my Chicago friend and her mom. I waited for Heather and Audrey, who couldn't find where I was. (The airport was HUGE after all) My god it was hot there. I have honestly never experienced that kind of heat. (Strange enough, I miss the Orlando weather now that I'm home.)

The first time I saw Hogwarts on the way to Universal was...amazing. I screamed. Actually. Like...it was Hogwarts. In real life. Not on TV, or in my imagination or in pictures. IN REAL LIFE. And then we got to the hotel. HOGWARTS WAS OUTSIDE OUR WINDOW. AGHADF. It was the best ever.

I met Eileen then. She came up to see us. It's so weird thinking that I'd barely spoken to her, and now I love her SO much. Seriously. Audrey, Eileen and I went down to the Lobby so that Audrey and I could register. We managed to find a lull in both the registration line AND the conflict resolution lines. Somehow. Apparently the lines had been ridiculous earlier, but we didn't have to wait at all. I feel very lucky hearing that people had to wait like, 5 hours. O_O

We went to the Opening Ceremonies in the Great Hall after that. The Great Hall was...beautiful. Breath taking. They had projections everywhere. The ceiling had the sky projected on it so that it echoed the sky outside (that was my favourite part, by far), the sides had the movie posters projected onto it, and clips from the movies (I don't remember if they were projected at the Opening Ceremonies or not, but it was the rest of the week). And the stage! It looked like Hogwarts. There were banners and crests and torches and suits of armour. All on flats painted to look like stone. It was beautiful.

And then there were the ceremonies themselves. It was basically a history of the fandom and it was amazing. Harry and the Potters played (my first live wizard rock experience! And it was "The Weapon" - well...they played another song too, I think, but I don't remember what it was.), Hank Green played, Potter Puppet Pals came out, someone got proposed to (agh so romantic.). There were interviews from key people in the fandom. It was beautiful. The theme of the week was "Hogwarts Graduating Class of 2011" and LeakyCon was our graduation shindig. Amazing, right?

We all trouped to the WWoHP after that. Eileen and I found Taekia, Jennifer, Kelly, Sarah and Elizabeth (Audrey  didn't get tickets for Open at the Close) and we went with them. We sang and laughed and oh my goodness just the walk was beautiful. So much vegetation and nature - who knew so much loveliness could be in the middle of a metropolis?

The Wizarding World of Harry Potter is at the very back of Universal, so we had to walk through everything to get there. But oh my god it was worth it. When I first saw Hogsmeade, I stopped dead. Literally, stopped dead. It was like my dreams had fallen into being. It was the absolutely most amazing thing. And then we kept going. And there was the Hogwarts Express. And Honeydukes. And Ollivanders. And Dervish and Banges. And Zonko's. And Hogwarts. Hogwarts castle was right freaking in front of me.

Photo courtesy of Delana

Eileen and I wandered - the others had gone to ride on other stuff throughout the park - looking at shops and things. We ran into Katie Twyman, who then joined us because she lost Catitude. (That sounds so weird.) HolycrapIlovethatgirlsomuch. We had the most amazing time going through the shops. Heather found us outside of Honeydukes and we decided it was time for Butterbeer. They had three different kinds - frozen, cold and hot. I tried frozen first and holycrapitwassogood. Tasted like a creamcicle. Mmmm. Later I tried the cold one, and it was decent, but not nearly as good as the frozen one. I also had a sip of Pumpkin Juice, which tastes a bit like apple cider. I think I probably would have even liked it if I had had a whole one to myself. (I have been drinking out of nothing but my Butterbeer cup since I got back.)

We saw Andrew Sims by the Hogwarts Express. I think the look of surprise and fangirly-ness scared him. XD

We ran into a bunch of HPA Staffers and got a whole HPA table outside of the Three Broomsticks with Karen, Kate, Andrew and Lauren. I remember Karen saying "Okay, who is who?" And I went "Jodi!" immediately. The look on Andrew's face when he realized who I was will stay with me for a while. He was so shocked and happy. He was all "Jodi? Jodi Butler?" and then came and hugged me. It was such an amazing moment in my life. And then Heather, Katie and I spotted David Levithan. We, of course, got a picture.

See? Proof!

A bunch of us went to the Forbidden Journey next. Or, we tried to. We kept getting sidetracked along the way. Or rather, Andrew did. He introduced Katie to Evanna Lynch, who was gearing up to do a Pottercast. I met Frak (he is so awesome! So so nice!). When we finally made it to The Forbidden Journey...oh my goodness it was so cool inside. Legit Hogwarts. Dumbledore's office, the unicorn portrait Harry and Ginny kiss in front of, the hourglasses with house points, the Gryffindor common room, a whole room full of portraits, the Defense Against the Dark Arts classroom.

Sherbot Lemon didn't work. :(

And then the ride. We were IN HOGWARTS. I don't remember a lot of it in detail, just being completely amazed. We flew, flipped upside own, swung through the Forbidden Forrest (where spiders tried to get us. Shudder.) Water sprayed us in the fast. We flew through Hogwarts and the grounds with Harry as our guide, being chased by the Horntail (who followed us into the castle and tore bits of the roof apart and then proceeded to nearly cook us.), evading the Whomping Willow. I left the ride breathless, laughing and wanting more. I bought some stuff from the shop - a Hogwarts picture frame and a Fawkes keychain. I nearly bought a picture frame that was Sirius' mugshot. I kind of wish I had, to be honest. Because it's Sirius.

Heather and I went on The Flight of the Hippogriff, which was actually really good. I didn't get sick or anything! To get there, you walked through bits of the Forrest, not heeding Dumbledore or Hagrid as they told you not to go further, and then walked past the Ford Anglia and Hagrid's Hut. It started out in Hagrid's hut and then we flew around, up past Hogwarts (we had an AMAZING view) and then zoomed around back down to the hut. It was awesome.

We went into the other ride, but didn't go on it. There was a Goblet of Fire (Eileen, Heather and I all put our names in the Goblet), Triwizard Cup lots of Triwizard stuff.

I support a Hogwarts victory. But seriously, Diggory FTW!

We ate at The Three Broomsticks (free fooood!) and went into The Hogs Head. We also tried some Florean Fortescue icecream - peanut butter and strawberry, I think? I don't remember for sure. It was tasty, but I didn't eat all of it. I hadn't eaten all day and just to have the little bit of food I had from The Three Broomsticks was enough. It was that "so-hungry-you-feel-sick" thing.

I met Mikey in front of Hogwarts. Wow. I never thought I would be able to say that. But yeah, we met for the first time in front of Hogwarts. Epic? Epic.

We stayed until the very bitter end and grabbed another Butterbeer on the way out. Not gonna lie, I just wanted the cup. We took a water taxi back to the hotel, which I was too worn out, yet excited at the same time, to enjoy. We got back to the hotel, all exhausted, with Audrey already asleep. We basically just fell into bed without much thought of hygiene or anything of that sort.

Friday, July 22, 2011

LeakyCon

...in list form.

(I am going to be putting up more detailed posts in a while, but this is what I'm doing for now.)

  • Melting in the heat at the Orlando airport while waiting for Heather and Audrey to find where I was. They got lost. XD
  • Screaming when I first saw Hogwarts
  • Being able to see Hogwarts outside of our hotel room window
  • Meeting room 1725 for the first time <3
  • Victoria's first burrito ever
  • IT'S A CIRCLE PARTY, WHOOOO!
  • Meeting Andrew Slack and having him be so shocked, amazed, and pleased to see me
  • Trying to seduce Sirius Black with Katie and failing
  • Walking into Hogsmeade and seeing the Hogwarts Express for the first time. Butterflies.
  • Nearly running right into Andrew Sims. Having a fangirly expression on my face and scaring him.
  • Drinking frozen Butterbeer for the first time
  • The Forbidden Journey with Karen, Lauren and Andrew. Oh my god. I got to ride a broom, play Quidditch, be chased by a dragon. Scream a lot haha.
  • Meeting Frak before the live Pottercast, seeing Evanna Lynch and not freaking.
  • Seeing John Green for the first time and being unable to move
  • Seeing John Green for the second time and being unable to move
  • Having Hank Green ask if he could sign my copy of Ellen Hardcastle. And being the first one to ever get a signed copy of that album
  • Meeting Mike Lombardo
  • Seeing Christian play as Oliver Boyd and the Remembralls for the first time. Meeting him.
  • Meeting Stephanie Perkins and having her recognize me from Twitter
  • Meeting Paul DeGeorge and having him know me from the HPA
  • First wizard rock experience ever
  • Seeing someone get proposed to in the Great Hall during the Opening Ceremonies
  • Daily dose of burrito
  • "We are wizard's, we'll party forever, this night will never end."
  • Andrew saying that I inspired him
  • Krum live
  • Dancing/screaming with Julian to Harry and the Potters
  • Meeting Evanna Lynch, talking to her about the HPA
  • Meeting Darren Criss
  • Talking to Joe Walker about his "Boba Fett" badge
  • flying to Orlando with wizards unintentionally
  • group hugging Andrew after wizard rock
  • Meeting so many wrockers
  • Talking to Andrew, and then being surprise hugged by Zack
  • Refusing the leave the Great Hall after the ball
  • Total Eclipse of the Heart. Three times.
  • "I believe I can fly!" with Kelly and Sarah
  • HPA Merch table
  • LeakyCountry. It will be in Nerdfighteria.
  • The crazy that was giving out tickets for the film
  • Seeing DH.2 with people as crazy as I am. Crying, laughing and cheering together.
  • Ambushing David Levithan while he was trying to get Butterbeer, begging for a photo.
  • Talking to Kate when I saw Darren Criss IRL for the first time and freezing mid-sentence
  • HPA staff photo
  • flying into the Edmonton airport and being shocked by the fields and all of the open space
  • Being frozen once I got to Edmonton because I wasn't used to this "cool" of weather

Thursday, June 30, 2011

TWELVE

There are twelve days until LeakyCon. Twelve! Why twelve? Why can't it be TWO? or ONE? Or, even better, how about NONE? I'm impatient. Can you tell?

Leaky is doing this thing right now called "Fandom Memories" - it's like a virtual scrap book from across the fandom, people talking about their Harry Potter experiences. So, I thought this was as good of time as any to tell my Harry Potter exeperience.

I don't remember when exactly I got into Harry Potter. I remember that I was very adament not to like it - I don't remember why though. I had the opportunity to win all of the books in a contest (1 and 2, I think, because I was about 8) and I scoffed at it because they were books, obviously there were better prizes than that. (Which is funny, because I liked to read, but I hadn't become obsessed with it yet. It was just something that we did during library class at school.) So, I picked a set of stamp markers, which I abandoned within a week or two and let them dry up.

It wasn't until later, possibly even later that same summer, the time lines are kind of fuzzy for me, that I actually realized how fantastic the books were. I was camping with my best friend, Jenni, who brought her copies of Philosopher's Stone and Chamber of Secrets with her. She read me one passage from Chamber of Secrets and that was it - I was hooked.

I don't remember how I got the first two books, but I know I got the third at the Scholastic bookfair in my school library. I also got the fourth from the bookfair - I spent a lot of money on books that year. I remember the librarian being shocked at how much I spent, and scolding me, even though I wasn't the one who dropped $30.00 for Goblet of Fire - it was my grandma. I had run out of money after I saw it, and I begged her to get it for me, which of course she did. My grandma had a hard time saying no to us grandkids.

The first book I remember being really excited about is Order of the Phoenix. I counted down the days and my brother and I drove into the nearest town first thing the morning of the release to buy the book from Superstore. I grew up about half an hour from the nearest city, so it was a bit later in the day going there than I wanted. But once I did get it, I spent the rest of the day reading.

By the time the Prisoner of Azkaban was slated to be released on film in 2004, I was in the online fandom. I was checking Mugglenet daily, I frequented an EZBoards forum called Expecto Patronum, which was a gathering place for fans to meet, theorize, and basically fangirl. I created "siggies" for people that were absolutely atrocious (I just tried to find an example, but I have since deleted all of them from my ancient photobucket account) and oogled the actors and played random "getting to know you" games. It was fantastic, and my first dose of the fandom. Though, at the time, I didn't really realized that it was any different than any of my other online ventures. (I had a lot of them at that point.)

I was fully immersed in the theorizing and disecting by the time Half-Blood Prince was released. I counted down the days on Mugglenet, devoured every news article they posted, spent hours perusing the web, looking for some hint, any hint to the title, release date, etc. I begged my parents to let me order it online (because I wasn't aware of any bookstores in the city I lived outside of and I thought I would get it that day. Oh, naivety.) even though I would be at 4-H camp when it was released. I was sick for most of the camp, so I didn't spend much time outside, and I went home early. (I admit, part of the "sick" was homesickness and just plain not wanting to be there.) Before I went home early, though, I spent most of the day inside, and one of the councillors, learning how big of a Potterhead I was, offered to let me read Half-Blood Prince for a while. I remember shaking when I devoured the cover and opened it. I still remember how excited I was when I read "The Other Minister" - the sense of adventure. Man, I miss that. When I got home, I read it all in one go, most of it in the living room. When I got to the end, I yelled a lot at the book. So much so that my dad suggested I just stop reading. Now I think it was probably in jest, but then I took it seriously and told him that he was insane before running up to my room so that I could be alone when the inevitable would happen.

When Goblet of Fire was released to film, I was so excited. It was the first time I ever went to the opening night of any movie. There were people dressed in robes (I wasn't one of them) and the fans at the front of the line cheered when they turned the lights on in the theatre (the theatre was in a mall), when they opened the gates, when the previews started to roll, when the opening title appeared, and when the credits rolled at the end. I was beyond annoyed with them, and less than impressed with the movie. I'll be honest - I hated it. I hated what they did with the Triwizard tournament, I hated that John Williams didn't do the score, I hated Barty Crouch Jr, I hated that Voldemort didn't have slits for nostrils or red cat eyes, I hated that Harry's eyes weren't green (which they hadn't been from the first film, but I never noticed that)...I just hated it. By the time we reached my sister's truck, I was ranting and vowing that I would never buy the soundtrack. I took it personally that John Williams didn't do the score again. I took it personally that they changed, and in my opinion, butchered the maze (one of my favourite parts of the movie). It's still my least favourite of the movies, I think, (well, except for Chamber of Secrets, but that's just because of my fear of snakes and spiders. Shudder.) but it has definitely grown on me since then.

During the lead up to Deathly Hallows I continued to frequent Mugglenet daily, I began to go to The Leaky Cauldron just as often, and I think it was around then that I started to listen to Mugglecast and Pottercast. By this time, I was writing fanfiction like crazy - I think I started writing fic around 2004 - and I was a huge Drarry shipper. And a Snaco shipper. And a Drarco shipper. Basically, if it had Draco, I shipped it. I was (and still am, a bit) very much in love with Mr. Tom Felton (though I just thought it was Draco). I was, once again, at summer camp when DH was released - though this time, it was YouthWrite - the writing camp that changed my life about as much as Potter did. I was around people who were just as excited about DH being released as I was - we wrote fanfic, threw theories around, read excerpts from other books (and substituted "wang" for "wand" - which was the first time I had heard anything like that, so I died laughing.), talked about stealing into Calgary to find a bookstore. It was agony waiting to get home so I could read it. In one hand, I didn't want to leave the heaven I had found in YouthWrite, in the other, Harry Potter was waiting for me. I read it all in one go, of course. I mean, what fan didn't, really? I had learned my lesson from HBP - I read it all in my room. Which is good, because I hate crying in front of my parents, and I cried a lot.

I wasn't very impressed with Deathly Hallows at first. It didn't meet my expectations. I didn't read it again until, I think, January 2008. I was much more impressed the second time around. Actually, I loved it.

I went and saw Order of the Phoenix with Jenni - the one who had introduced me to Potter in the first place. It wasn't the opening night this time, but the theatre was still quite full. I cried silently - though perhaps not quite as stealthily as I had thought - when Sirius went through the veil.

It was winter 2007 that I first discovered wizard rock. I had heard of Harry and the Potters before, but I wasn't really enthusiastic about them. But then my friend Carly - from YouthWrite - introduced me to Ministry of Magic, which led me to the Whomping Willows, the Remus Lupins and the Moaning Myrtles. It's all gone uphill from there.

In April 2009 I discovered the HPA through Pottercast when they were talking about Accio Books! I investigated, and joined the Ning. I didn't participate in Accio! but I did frequent the Ning quite often for a while. I also discovered Hank and John Green at this time, through Pottercast again. I began watching their videos, and fell in love. In August I sent in my application to be part of staff, though I didn't get accepted until February 2010.

I was going into my second year of college when Half-Blood Prince came out. I, once again, was at YouthWrite when it came out, so the day after YouthWrite, I drove up to Edmonton with my brother, sister and Kayla (whom I had met the previous year in college and is basically my twin) for my birthday party, which included dinner at the Old Spaghetti Factor, and Harry Potter. My friends and I (which also included Elise, and my friend Sarah), still on high from YouthWrite, and excited about the movie, sang The Mysterious Ticking Noise. But as soon as the lights dimmed, I was all business. I was also teary from the opening credits. Nicholas Hooper's score is so wonderful and haunting, I still get teary. Kayla and I were outright sobbing by the end of the film. But even through puffy, red eyes and tear-stained cheeks, I still ranted about the faults of the movie as we left the theatre. I went and saw the film again, with my friends Sophie, Chris and Colleen, again up in Edmonton, in the IMAX theatre. Embarassingly enough, my phone went off at the beginning of the movie - it was the Harry Potter theme too. Too bad it hadn't gone off at the right time. But once again, by the end, I was sobbing. I saw the movie four times in total, and it definitely got more appealing to me as it went.

It was this summer that I got my wand from Allivan's, my Hufflepuff tie and my Hufflepuff scarf. I also joined MyLeaky, which is where I first started to meet fandom people.

I moved to Edmonton at the end of that summer for school, and one of my new friends, who shared my love for Potter and also worked at Rogers Video, scored me a Half-Blood Prince DVD release poster, that is still currently hanging up in my house. I heard about Wrockstock for the first time that fall, and decided that I needed to go, in edition to LeakyCon 2011. I met some more amazing people through the Wrockstock forums, and even though I didn't get to go to Wrockstock, I met some amazing people through it. I was absolutely crushed when I heard that the Mudbloods retired, after Wrockstock, as they had become one of my favourite wrock bands. I was also crushed when, a month or so later, Christian of Oliver Boyd and the Remembralls announced that he was going to be retiring from wrock after Bare Bones. (Luckily, he did two Bare Bones albums with hints at another album full of remastered tracks.)

In February 2010 I got accepted to be on the HPA Staff, and it's really since then that I fell deeper into the fandom. Before then I knew people and used Twitter to talk to them, but I didn't really feel like part of anything. The HPA really gave me that, and I've met some of the most amazing people ever.

Last winter, Deathly Hallows Part 1 was released. I was neck-high in my first show ever - A Chorus of Disapproval - so I didn't get to go and see it until after the show was closed in December. The wait...well, it sucked. But it was worth it. I did a review on here, so I'm not going to go into details about what I loved and what I hated. But it really sucked seeing the rest of the fandom go see it, when I couldn't.

And now, we're up to date. Mostly. I'm sure I've forgotten loads of things - it's hard not to when the journey is so long. I didn't talk about Beedle the Bard, I realized, which I yearned for, but didn't buy myself. Good thing too, because I got it for Christmas. I did buy Harry: A History, though, which I loved and is amazing. I only recently purchased Fantastic Beats and Where to Find Them and Quidditch Through the Ages - though I've read them loads of times thanks to the library at my old school. I wish I had the original editions, but ah well.

I could end this post with something saying about how it's all ending, but I don't believe it is. Not with Pottermore and wizard rock and the HPA and conferences. Just because the movies are ending, doesn't mean that we have to let anything end. Look at Star Wars. It's still kicking and there haven't been any movies since 2005. (I don't count the Clone Wars movie. It was AWFUL.) Sure, it still has the TV show, but we have other stuff too. So, this isn't the end. It's just another fantastic place mark in our fandom.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Oh, fear

I have already blogged about this once, and deleted the blog because I was too emotional and it involved another person and...yeah. Now I need to focus just on me, and I want to see if blogging about it helps because I don't know how else to deal with it.

I have this irrational fear of commitment. And it's not like "big" commitment or anything, it's any commitment at all. It all stems from my last relationship, where I dated a guy and didn't like him as much as I thought I did. I really just liked him as a close friend, but somehow I convinced myself (and allowed myself to be convinced) that I liked him and that we should date. We were pretty compatable, actually, but...it just didn't work, you know? And he moved SUPER fast and got really possessive REALLY fast. He was talking about fate (not to me, but to mutual friends) and how he could see us together forever kind of thing, within a month. Hell, we were only together a month. That wasn't why I broke up with him, though. I didn't even know about that until AFTER we had broken up. I broke up with him because I realized that we would make better friends, but it...damaged...him so much, that I'm so freaking scared to do that again. Basically, if there's any sort of hint that a guy might like me, I push him away because I don't want to hurt him. It clouds my judgement so much that I never know if I actually like a guy or not. I could like a guy, and then once it starts to appear that he may like me too, I start to second guess myself until I'm so conflicted that I can't tell which arm is which. Which then leads to me pushing him away even more because obviously if I liked him I'd feel something - not this confused mess. I have done this to more than one guy now, and I hate it. I don't want to do it anymore. So I need to figure this out.

I think part of this also stems from what happened to my brother when his ex-wife turned super bitch. She dug his heart out with a spoon, stabbed it repeatedly with a dull pencil, threw it out a window, ran it over with her car, and, just for good measure, tore it into tiny little pieces. Seeing how broken he was really affected me, more than I realized until just recently. I didn't think it had at all, actually, more than the fact that, if it wasn't for the fact the she was my nephew's mother, and the fact that I have been working pretty hard on forgiving her, I would probably hate every cell in her body. (I did, at one point. Now I just have very little respect - or time - for her, but I am civil.)

Another little relationship...tick, I spose, could be when I had a thing for an actor in my program. This is not something I am proud of at all. He's not really the best kind of guy to have a thing for. He'd be a decent enough friend, just...not to date. And that's not what he wanted at all. Nope. So we had this tumultous thing where we both wanted different things and neither of us was telling the other exactly what we wanted, and, well, I ended up getting hurt. And I lost someone who could have been a friend.

So...yeah. That's my story. I don't think this really did anything, because it's not like I've never talked about this before or thought about it for hours. But, you know, maybe someone can offer up some advice or something.