BEDA Day 18 | Moving with Wizards

I can't decide what to write about tonight. There are two things on my mind.

One - moving. I talked about this last post, but that was mostly squee'ing. What I want to talk about tonight is how moving, even if it's just across campus like I just did, is so refreshing. I mean, I hate it. I hate packing my life into boxes and lugging them down stairs, to my car, across a yard and up some more stairs. I hate unpacking the boxes. But I love the feeling I get when I'm in a new place. Well, as long as I have good company with me. Like this. It's a relief to be out of that old house, it's like I've turned over a new leaf. I'm happier than I've been in weeks, no months. I'm bouncing up and down and laughing and smiling.  I'm not sure I've felt this good since before Christmas. Which is incredibly sad, but incredibly awesome at the same time.

Two - Wizards are amazing. I just got two letters from my dear pen pals, Saryna and Audrey, and it made my already awesome day that much better. I love getting letters! Especially from wizards. It makes me feel so loved. For the longest time I didn't have any friends in the fandom, I didn't know how to connect. And then I got Twitter and BAM! Fandom friends. And then the HPA happened. BAM! More fandom friends. And they are all full of so much love and compassion, it amazes me. I see it through the HPA, but I see it in their every day lives too. Just the love for one another. And to feel like I actually have friends - admittedly, I'm not as close to them as I like. But I hope that changes! - is amazing. I feel included in this fandom, now. I feel important and like I'm part of this amazing being. I can't wait until I get to meet so many of my wizards at LeakyCon next summer. It feels so far away, but at the same time, it doesn't. I mean, it's less than a year now. And a year goes by fast. (Plus I still have all that money to save up) So, yeah. My point is I LOVE YOU ALL. And I want to get to know you better, kay? If you're reading this and don't already have me on Skype, add me. I'm siriusismyhero. But be sure to tell me who you are when you add me. :)

Listening To: The Battle - The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe (I love this song so much. It's my favourite from that movie and SO gorgeous. <3)
Reading: Wizard letters!
Thankful for: Wizard love
Writing: This blog?